get up from dreamland..

finally updated my blog...ouch...hurt again...she rejected me again...she pull me up from the dreamland...i tot we can chat happily...but...all things happen not as i hoping for...i dunno wat to do...she ask me to stop it otherwise its so hard to talk to me anymore....swt....i dunhav any option...jux can followed wat she said....sometime u cant get wat u wan in ur life....phew....i m down....the feeling is still there..i admit it...but...i will try to put it down....and start a new life...i rather spend my times on working and basketball....dis is a lesson for me...i dunno i should hate her...or jux treat her as my fren...i cannot treat as ntg happen before...well..mayb u all think i "small gas" or "xiu hei" in cantonese....but it become worst and worst...same to her...she jux treat me as a net fren now....no more texting or phone talk...even msn also like simply reply me...i feel it la ok....she is different compare to last time...haiz...time will be the best cure for anything included myself...but..how long it will take me to forget all bout her?phew....sienx.....